Tuesday, August 17, 2010


"Now, that I'm here

breaking my relationship with time and space

watching my life through the clear glasses of a window

I get aware of the small things which are least the greatest

I left my life

my physical form of life behind

I realize my blunted and senseless way of life

I should have lived my life much more conscious "

Kai Tracid - Conscious

Tuesday, May 25, 2010


I have observed the world in all its beauty, and been devastated by the depravity to which human beings are being forced to adjust to.

I have enjoyed the splendors of nature and her many treasures, and My heart has ached at the sadness of certain aspects that make up reality, of statistics, of poverty and injustice.

I have felt the joys of been loved, and being able to love. I have felt the pain of greed, and the influences of insecurities and emotional outbursts

I have learnt that trust is to be earned, and is largely met by the amount that is given.

I have learnt it is better to hurt and feel, than to be hard and cold.

Life is found in feeling. Feelings connect us on levels no physical touch could possibly satisfy... no feeling satisfies as long, and holds us captive and controls us.

To control the amount one feels is the key

speak. And be SILENT.

You determine how much you experience in life by how much you allow yourself to see.


Read. It is the source of power

Observe yourself more than you observe others.

Purse your lips when flames leap from your heart. The damage may be irreparable. Reputations, built over a lifetime - destroyed in a moment.

Allow your head and your heart to meet and agree on a way to handle a situation

I have learnt the importance of balance, and the part we each are to play

Religion should be to do good. Human beings should all help in their capacity.

To observe is to learn.
To learn is to grow.
To grow is to change.

Human beings do not like change.
This is true.
It is also true that human beings adapt.

All human beings have flaws. It is when we think our work is done that we stunt ourselves and our potential and miss our destiny, having settled for something somewhat less.

You have all the potential within you.

Finding it requires looking, searching, longing, pain, sacrifice, discipline, commitment

I have a plan that is not ready to be exposed to the world yet.

It requires a strong solid foundation and structure in order to be sustainable and to really make a dent/impact.

The amount of time invested in to a foundation will largely determine how long something will stand.

When it is ready you will know.

help me to help the world

watch this space for a revolutionary project; work in progress

Monday, January 25, 2010

LIFE:) and its pleasantries

some of the faces I have to look at ,and the world as I experience it.

19 JANUARY 2010

^This is the night that I fell in love.
With Vinyl.
Jean-Pierre [aka Hednod] - spinning the decks - showed me showed me his world and I watched as my world of cd jays seemed to dull in comparison.
PS. this guy is brilliant - watch this space - those "pre famous" photos? Here's one right here.

^chilling with Greg and Tiago [i think] - up and coming Tattoo Artists :p

22 JANUARY 2010

^ a photos of the crowd at Gandalfs while djing one Friday night .

^ this guy was Tripping Balls:p

24 JANUARY 2010

My doggies in Table View - Levi and Odis. They're basically my mom's dogs now that I call mine when I go home to visit.

25 JANUARY 2010

^ Playing a Drum n Bass/Dubstep/Electro set at Mercury! Fav' set so far :)

^ DJ Kamashe getting in to his set after I finished, and I'm not sure what the guy does...

...aside from pull faces:p

26 JANUARY 2010

^ Riza- this guy only wants me for my drugs ;P

31 JANUARY 2010

^ New Altum doing a vocal recording for their new song "Bleeding Seas" - yes, I sang. but I decided to take photos instead when they did shouting bits

^ Simone Orme and I :)

^ Nic Smal of New Altum and I:p

^ Rasheed Ferguson of New Altum and I :)

^ Cassan Ferguson; Me; Nikki van Wijk

^ my jana banana and lee <3

i love my mom :) she has her faults and somewhat less evolved thinking as is natural, but she's always been there, always supported me, and most importantly always allowed me to be myself. even if she hates it :p

^ i've slept with two guys at the same time. well slept in the same bed.
dustin and nav [the indian guy in the background = one of my bestest buddies - he's my "bed buddy" - and his girlfriends cool with it! how awesomes that? I love my friends!!!!